Monday, October 25, 2010

Mari Jadi Pandai

Di Israel, merokok adalah taboo, apabila anda diundang makan dirumah Yahudi, jangan sekali kali merokok, dan tanpa malu mereka akan menyuruh anda keluar dari rumah mereka dam merokok diluar rumah mereka. Menurut saintis di Universiti Israel , siasatan menunjukkan nikotin dapat merosakkan sel utama pada otak manusia dan akan melekat pada genes, ini bermakna keturunan perokok bakal membawa generasi yg cacat otak ( bodoh atau lembab). Suatu penemuan yg dahsyat ditemui oleh saintis yg mendalami bidang genes dan DNA. Para perokok harap ambil perhatian. (Ironi nya, pemilik pengeluar rokok terbesar adalah ...... tekalah sendiri..!)

Source : http://penditapemalu.blogspot.com/2010/08/satu-muhasabah-kenapa-yahudi-bijak.html

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Biru Turqoise Warna Temanya

Semalam berjaya pergi wedding Fikri Yunus & Yohanis David.
Alhamdulillah..
Seronok jugak dapat jumpa kawan2 lama.
Dah tak rasa pathetic dah.
Lepas ni nak kuar lagi dan lagi dengan kawan lama.
Semangat!
Nnt nak bersosial juga dengan Yam Mahmud!
Yeah!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Mahbubku

Biar ku sakit,
Biar ku duka,
Asalkan mahbubku senang dan suka.

Titisan air mata,
Demi untuknya,
Menjadi mutiara akhirnya..

-Azreel Azhar.

click here for the song.

This is a song written by Azreel my school friend.
Bila aku dengar balik lagu ni, part ni.. aku rasa sedih sangat..
Sebab aku mungkin boleh cakap "biar ku sakit",
Aku juga mungkin boleh cakap "biar ku duka"'
Aku boleh cakap, "asalkan mahbubku senang dan suka".
Tapi merealisasikan semua tu?
Jauh sekali..
Aku malu dengan diri sendiri..
Aku ingin sakit..
Aku ingin duka..
DemiMu Tuhanku.

Aku malu.. Aku dok bersenang lenang je kat dunia ni..
aku kena upgrade ni.. serious aku kena upgrade..
Ah..! Aku nak jadi Muslim hebat.
Nak jugak aku naikkan nama agama Allah.
Di situ aku akan bersakit-sakitan.
Ah..! tapi aku memang boleh cakap semua tu!
CAKAP.
Cakap je la..

InsyaAllah..
aku nak lebih dari cakap..
Ya Allah.. jangan kau biarkan aku terleka dengan kemanisan dunia ini ya Allah..
Bangunkan aku andai aku terleka dalam tidur yang binasa..

I can smile at the old days, It was beautiful then

Memory lyrics
Songwriters: Nunn, Trevor; Eliot, T S; Lloyd-Webber, Andrew;

Midnight, not a sound from the pavement
Has the moon lost her memory
She is smiling alone
In the lamplight, the withered leaves collect at my feet
And the wind begins to moan

Memory, all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
It was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again

Daylight, I must wait for the sunrise
I must think of a new life
And I mustn't give in
When the dawn comes tonight will be a memory too
And the new day will begin

Burnt out ends of smoky days
The stale cold smell of morning
The street lamp dies
Another night is over
Another day is dawning

Touch me, it's so easy to leave me
All alone with the memory
Of my day in the sun
If you touch me you'll understand what happiness is
Look a new day has begun

Memory, all alone in the moonlight
I can smile at the old days
It was beautiful then
I remember the time I knew what happiness was
Let the memory live again


© FABER & FABER; THE REALLY USEFUL GROUP PLC;

Missing My Friends


I miss it when everything was fun between us.
I miss it when there's no hypocrisy when we're together.
I miss it when I and Farrel were still good friends.
When no conflicts occur. No feelings came in between.
I miss it when Phoebe and Steve were single.
I miss it when it's not "only us" day out.
Because to me, we are all a family.

I hate it when I wanna go out with this and this person,
I have to consider that and that person's feelings.
Nope. I don't like that.

We were not like this before.
Everywhere we go, we go together.
Everything we do, we do it together.
I miss this. This feeling. I miss my friends.

Luckily throughout this journey of friendship,
One friend remains the same.
One friend remains close.
One Mimi remains kelamkabut.
One Mimi remains Mimi.

What's gone, just let them be.
But I try to appreciate what I have now.

Although if I have the chance to fix the damages today, I would.
But what happened, happened.
And I'm thankful to have what I have now,
and also thankful to what I had before.

Alhamdulillah..
So thanks korang..
I love you~

L.

Currently feeling like a pathetic loser.
Other friends are already working, although they say their job sucks and stuff, but they ARE working.
What about me? Well, I'm still here looking after my grandma n grandpa.
It's not that I don't like it here, I do. It's just that there's nothing much that I can do.
Not that I didn't do anything. It's just routine. I hate routines. Mm..
Well sometimes I do feel blessed to be given this experience. I learned that staying at home, doing house chores and taking care of my elders needs patience. And just to teach myself to be patient, I fast sometimes. So alhamdulillah sedikit sebanyak I gained a few things here. discipline? maybe.. hihi *i hope so*.

And oh! I get to bake with Maklang a few times (on the weekends) . That's enough to keep me happy I guess. hehe. There was this one time we baked chocolate muffin, it turned out funny. Dont know what happened but somehow muffin tu senget. Senget how?

Dalam gambar ni it doesn't look that senget la since we pushed the thing down so tak nmpak senget. Die senget masa dalam oven, time die tgh naik.. selalu die naik straight je n merekah, so nampak cantik la but this time die naik senget ke tepi.. hehe..
And lagi satu i helped maklang buat apam dot-dot (that's how they say it). But I prefer apam polkadot.



Since this is our first time making this so tak cantik sangat la outcome die. But will try to improve this weekend lah. So that's what I've been doing for the semester (since kawan2 yang sambung blaja pun dah nak final, so I consider this my semester). Of course dengan graduation sume sekali termasuk dalam semester ni. But still tak banyak yang saya buat.

What's pathetic about this loser is that, she's such a loner. Am I? huu~ Quite lonely I might say. Not a loner though. Facebook is there but not much action. Yahoo messenger is also there but no action at all. I have tons of friends online, but no one to chat with. So I would just stare at the computer, waiting for something to happen. Checking other contact's status blablabla. Pathetic~
hoho.

But I have to take this positively, spend my time the correct way. For instance I still have books that I haven't finish reading yet. I could work on finishing them. Yup. Do that. Why not do that? hmmm.. ok3...

Oh ya, good news, the actual maid will insyaAllah arrive this Saturday. I have a friend's wedding that day but don't know who to go with. *pathetic lagi* Since masa sekola I don't have banyak kawan yang "sekepala". I mean, I'm okay with a lot of people. I made a lot of "kenalan" but not so many "sahabat". Just a few, but dorang tak free la plak on that day.. So still tatau nak pegi camane dengan siapa. *krik*krik*krik*

K.. habis tugas kat sini nanti nak g sambung belajar.. menjahit~ hopefully takde aral melintang insyaAllah..

Monday, October 18, 2010

~_~ "


I am missing something but I don't know what that is.

Saturday, October 9, 2010

padprik ke ni? mcm sedap! yey!

semalam try2 masak.
pastu perasan sedap.
sbb makan sorang2.
so perasan la sendiri.
nk tulis resepi kasi tak lupa.

mengikut urutan...

bwg merah n putih cm biase.
belacan secubit.
cili boh 1 sudu besar.
1 biji limau nipis.
kicap manes 1 sudu kecik? lbh krg la.
gula 2 sudu besar? lbh krg gak.
garam secukup rasa (ye puan2..lalala)
air -sesuka hati? lalala~ dlm secawan kot...
eh terlupa letak serai. k pastu kalau dah terlupa tu, masukkan aje serai tu k..
k itu untuk kuah asas die.. nk letak ayam ke sayur ke hape ke pepandai la k..

ok bye..

Monday, October 4, 2010

To be in control of yourself, you have to know and understand WHY you do what you do and WHY you don't do what you're not doing. If you don't, then be afraid. Because something else is controlling you.